Is it Normal to feel like this-what do i do?

My partner has split with me after 8 yrs together we have been split a week and I am hurting alo the more i call him the more he gets angry.he also split with me 2 months last yr wen i got pregnant and then came back wen i lost the baby.i think we spent alot of time together,I sm hesrtbroken as i just moved into my own home and feel lonely.is calling my guy all the time wrong??